To Choose to Forget

Why we came to text
You choose to forget 

came with history, of once we called 45-45-10
when I couldn’t barge your privacy with a call 
when time, space, and morality built up walls
when nothing real could be grasp
discourse and conversation is all we had.. and still only has,,
And now we’re fighting over words that should have not been said.
Asking motives why we had to text. 
Blustering reasons far from truth
when we once knew it was the only means
to be connected fulfilled the lightness of being

Connection our being, communication our form
Did you forget darling? Or You choose to forget 

How love became a matter of count
You choose to forget

Irrationality craved its form of objectivity
Objectivity you demand to exist, we came to adhere
As reluctant as we may be
we started with rating which partners came best. 
and stoped at 8, 9, and utopic 10. 
And then a week that came with 7 days
We had to divide, dismiss, and define
we craved with desire darling..
whilst questions and facts clashed and arose 
numbers were learnt to deduct the truth
And now we’re fighting why the objectivity?
Wondering if love became a matter of quantity?

a history of numbers of what define ‘we’
Did you forget darling? Or You choose to forget 

A dream, a promise, a becoming
Of which will you choose to forget?

I’m bursting with the rush to disappear 
For love salvation crumbling away I could not bare
Tanggled I’m in, strapped beyond my being 
Hence even if the slightest promise of us had became one blinded vanity 
Darling... I plead for it’s recall
For love deep crunched the soul, I forgot how to forget.
In love I still believe, wether forget was ever a choice at all. 
Did you forget darling? Or .. 
 


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